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WILL think of something to write  I was reading about the impact of hurricane Katrina on Louisiana, basically what will happen when it finally hits, and OMG! Okay, the word 'coffins' was mentioned more than once!!! Because the city has so many old cemeteries, they are positive they are going to have to deal with a giant stagnant lake of contaminated materials, waste, and COFFINS!!! Eeeeewwwww! If I ever saw anything like that EVER, I'd completely be traumatized for life! And one million people are going to be homeless, worst case scenario. I feel soooo bad right now, you know, like it isn't fair for something so uncontrollable to happen to so many people. :( Well, if ever i was to pray, it would be to stop something like this... Life is so unfair. Current mood:  crushed.
Hey everyone! I have an exercise for you guys: Name 6 things you seriously believe in, and 3 things you believe in that are silly or outrageous (9 in all). State 6 rules for yourself, 4 as a person, and 2 as a poet. Make 2 statements of disbelief (something you couldn't believe happened that did, or happens that does). State 3 things you'd never do. Make it original, people, make it original! :) Current mood:  curious.Current music: taking back sunday. Hey everyone. I haven't been online since, like, April or May, basically the beginning of summer. Much has happened, and I really don't feel like talking about 99 percent of it :); however, if you guys happen to go to starbucks and see that really cute dirty blond, do not hesitate to throw dirty glances :) At this point, it's still up in the air, but we're pretty sure it's correct, he's a chicken shit who completely humiliated me :). (side note: these smiley faces have been forced...highly forced...) So...I guess i'll talk to you guys later. Hope everything's going good for you all. peace Current mood:  humiliated.Current music: The Beatles ( thx Aby :) ). I don't know who is going to be down from school yet, but for the rest of everyone who still lives here with lil' ole me, there's a battle of the bands in boca (i know, far) that I'm going to on April 30th (it's a Saturday). it starts @ nine, the band i'm there to "support" with my friend steve is wakestate and they're on @ ten-thirty. if you wanna go tell me, so we can meet up or if only a couple of you can make it, we can drive up together. It's on Spanish River Blvd. (not sure where exactly, but i'll ask steve) @ "Surf Cafe." Oh, and there's a $5 cover for 18 and up, but i got another flyer saying it's only $5 for 21 and up and under 21 is $7, so be ready for a $7 cover just in case. :) btw, I'm feeling a lot better than I was yesterday, and thanx for the sympathy! :) luv u guys! Current mood:  lazy.Current music: jimmy eat world. Just a warning: I am not holding back at all in this rant and I am actually going to be completely honest no matter how much it hurts who it's about... Well, today I managed to get into hopefully the last fight I will have with a certain person (she knows who she is if she should find this) because I will no longer put up with her complete bullshit and making me feel like crap! She may not have thought of it as serious, but it went past the actual materialness of the argument. I didn't care so much that I could have met the band and gotten free tickets had you not "forgotten" about me, but that you do this EVERY FUCKING TIME!! You act like it's no big deal, that I shouldn't feel upset/offended/hurt in any way, shape, or form, that I should get over it right now and stop wasting your time. Well, guess what, sweetheart? I've gotten over it! Cause we're over for real now. I'm NOT going to have you walk all over me! I'm NOT going to censor my emotions because you don't know how to express yours! And I SURE AS HELL won't forgive you this time!!! I have fucking had it with you and your fucking selfish attitude, and your stupid drugs, and your stupid whorish promiscuity! I want nothing to do with any of it! I am nothing like you, I don't know how the hell we were friends in the first place, and if you read this and are wondering how the hell I can be saying this to you, well, sweety, it's about time someone fucking told you! You were a horrible friend most of the time, you made me feel good about myself in the beginning and then you hurt me repeatedly! You hid things from me, I know you've lied to me, even stupid little things (you lie to everyone even for no reason - stupid little lies), and you make me feel too much like shit to forgive you...once again. It sucks that this had to happen over some stupid concert tickets, but the way you go about things, really, it as if you really don't care about anyone's feeling but your own, and that's too much for me! I can't handle a friend who doesn't give a shit about their friends enough to watch what they say to them and at least attempt to consider their feelings! At times, I thought you were the best thing that happened to me; at times, I must have had my head up my ass... Without this "friend" of mine, however, I can go back to having friends who care about their friends, and renew the friendships that she caused me to lose by being herself and hurting people. I am reassured I'm doing the right thing by ending our friendship with the thought of having "normal" friends, a lot like you guys out there that read these journals of mine (you are AWESOME people no matter what you may think, and I would know, cause I've seen what's out there obviously, and it's not too pretty). To all of my friends out there: you mean more to me than you think, and I really cannot say this enough, but I'm very thankful to have you guys :) Current mood:  satisfied.Current music: none.
COOL!!! :) Current mood:  procrastinating.Current music: Yellowcard - Only One.
You've gotta be kidding me! lol Current mood: complacent.Current music: none. Would anyone want to take a Latin course with me, to learn the language? I really want to learn it, and it's not offered at FAU on any of the campuses! But, BCC might offer it, so I could take it over the summer. I've heard it's really a useful language to know, although it can kick your ass it's so hard. But, I'm game! Current mood: curious.Current music: G.S. soundtrack - such great heights. I don't know what to do. I work at stupid Target and I really don't think to highly of the place. I need money over the summer if I ever want to save up enough to move out. Right now, I work Saturdays and Sundays (every weekend), but I don't close, just morning or mid-shift. The thing is, at Target "closing" is staying till about 1:30-2:00 in the wee hours of the morning: not fun!!! my boss told me that in order for me to get anywhere near full time schedule, I need to open up my availability...all the way! This means the insane closing hours, and most likely, knowing how they really don't give a shit what you think, i will be closing every fucking night!!! So...my dilemma is whether or not I should open up my availability, suck it up, and earn more money (I only get paid $6.75 - not much for the shit I have to put up with), or should I stick with my weekends and look for a new job that will possibly give me better options, like closing and actually leaving the same day, and the possiblilty of better pay. If someone has a idea for a different type of job, like some clerical job (I've already worked in a restaurant/pizza place - not my cup of tea either), I'm very willing to hear you out... Current mood:  tired.Current music: none, my sister's reading, shh! *rolls eyes*. Because I didn't want to feel left out (and I want to know what you all would ask me if you could): I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. ps, I got a hundred on my math test, and I swear I went to class, like, only four times since the last test. Maybe five. Anyway, that shows you how stupid Math for Liberal Arts really is! pps, Oh, and make the questions good - don't give me the why don't you call me crap! Cause most likely, if I don't call you, you don't call me, you hypocrite! lol! Luv you guys! :) Current mood: curious.Current music: Everclear's Santa Monica. |
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